i feel stupid

well... today started off okay. went to the Ymca to swim, except i didn't know that i only had 15 mins to swim... ah well no big deal. went up stairs and worked on my pecs... they have gotten weak... worked on shoulders a little bit too. went to Wal-mart for some tank tops (wife beaters) so i get there... and instantly have the feeling my truck is going to get broken into. this is rochester you know, for all you people who think its a safe city (NOT) so i take probably 200 dollars of stuff and put it in my pocket, lock my vehicle, and walk inside. this wal mart was weird. so i walk around and manage to end up in some random section, but i found my wife beaters. normally i go for large size shirts, but i realized that medium has a nicer fit, at least with wife beaters. so im looking for some mediums, all large except for one in the back. hell yes, medium. so knowing wal mart and all the black people trying to get good deals with there gov't funding welfare checks, getting in line was impossible. now usually i go to the fartherest register, usually ppl are to lazy to walk down there, so im thinking im gonna get out quick as always. NOPE huge line of ppl buying like 500 items. eh? worth a shot. walked back and saw this pedofile santa sitting in the middle of the store. he waved at me. it was weird. so i finally get in line (20 items of fewer) and i wait. patience is the key to virtue. finally my turn. walk up and i grabbed a snickers. really wanted it... realized i didnt have enough, so i was like minus the snickers ;( then i didnt have enough for my wife beaters, i walked out of the store, kinda mad that i didnt bring enough  money. while searching through my truck, i found a couple extra bucks, and quarters. lots and lots of quarters. i had enough so i went back and bought them. ready for the huge plot twist? on the way back, i had wondered where i had placed my keys... as im reaching in my pockets trying to find them, i realize they are indeed, locked inside my vehicle. i laughed and said, boy i feel stupid. called my dad and waited for him to unlock my vehicle. i walked back into the store, cmon... its wal mart.... if u cant find something to entertain yourself for 15 mins, you're in trouble :D so i was looking at games and x-boxes and such. looked through computers. then i left and saw my dad. he laughed, HAHHA funny dad >.> thanks though. long boring day. went back to the Ymca then went home. now im sitting here bored.

fear

i hope my fears and dreams arent real. i am now afraid, afraid of the darkness creeping up on me

hashbrown failure

i learned something yesterday, i can't cook hashbrowns.