new laptop

laptop came today. pretty cool. it's pretty fast and has everything i want. thanked my mom and had her try it out, although she hates computers. i feel a little bit sick, stomach ache again? i feel kinda lonely tonight, got that empty feeling. bleh. it's cold and wet outside. usually i like the rain, but tonight its making new york cold. new york.. i hate you. im still getting used to typing on this thing. kinda hard lol. and i keep trying to use my desktop keyboard xD fail. i fail alo lately. its kinda funny. im waiting for my mom to give me  a date to leave. i said i wanted to leave to soon and my parents werent ready. tori, you called it. i dont really want to stay here for christmas. really wish she would just give me a date already. guess i'll talk to her tomorrow again. feeling really sick

december, oh what will you bring

well, looks like december might be okay. i only really want 1 thing for christmas. im excited, it mark's a new point in my life, i'll be able to leave new york state, which makes me happy. after talking to my mom for 1 hour, she offered me her frequent fly miles which basically means i no longer have to pay for a ticket. which means 450 dollars in my pocket, which leaves me with room to work. now on the decision date to move. i was aiming for the 7th, which still might happen. if i technically convince my parents that with the 500 dollars they just saved me, i can buy a apartment for a month and go from there. in all honesty, i'll probably just buy some sleeping gear and clothes to live. im happy, im excited. it's been a long time since ive wanted to move. more discussion tomorrow! trying to get everything finalized, as long as i can get down there, im happy. more tonight, kinda tired ;p